I never would have thought that my life would be where it's at right now, at this present moment. I never would have imagined that I would be starting a life with someone who has stolen my heart. It's still surreal to me when we wake together and the first thing that crosses my mind is how much I love my best friend. It baffles me that someone like him could find me beautiful and love me just as much, but then again, he and I are much the same. This love.. It comes so easily. It feels so natural when his arms are around me and I feel safe when our fingers are interlocked. If only this could have been my first love, I'm sure that I wouldn't know the pain of heartbreak now. I guess the only thing that I have to try at with this.. Is accepting the fact that I don't have to change for him. I don't have to put on a facade. He knows what I'm saying without a single word being uttered. And, from what I've heard about love, that's how it's supposed to be. It's crazy to think how much one person can impact your life. Just knowing his past.. It gives the word strength a whole new meaning. I admire him and learn something new from him every day. He has become my rock, and I can only hope that I can be the light in the dark for him, as well. I'm nervous about sharing my life with another, but deep down, I know that my heart is safe with him, and for that I am glad. I'm glad that I can take him home to my parents and be confident that they will love him just as much as I do. I'm glad that I can hear his peaceful breathing next to me as I write, his heartbeat completely in a relaxed state.. I'm grateful for the warmth emitting from his body to snuggle up to, and I am completely in awe every time I look into those beautiful, bright eyes.
Swoon.
Signing off for now,
Simply Sam.
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